I usually feel insecure. And I hate it. I always dream and wonder on how to have straight hair like hers, fit body like hers, tall height like hers and etc.
I wish that i’m perfect but I know I can’t be like that.
I wish I am like her but I know I cannot. I wish I’m pretty like her. I wish i’m intelligent like her. I wish that i’m kind, charming, lovable and jolly like her. Blah. Blah.
This suck. No, no. I suck!
Yeah, I know that I can’t be the perfect girl I want to be. but is it bad to hope to be the girl I dream to be? Should I stop comparing myself to other girls and be satisfied on what kind of girl I came up now? Should I change myself? Or should I stay as the girl I use to be, accept my imperfections and be happy? Hmmm…
Honestly it’s hard when INSECURITY attacks. :(